‘My heart split in two’: Women waiting to return to the north of Gaza | News of the Israeli-Palestinian Conflict

Deir al-Balah, Gaza Strip – Deir al-Damah has left the house of his father-in-law and has an idea in the mind of Daraben, who is preparing to go to the house of Gaza: to find the body of Masur and buried him with dignity. .

“I’m not going back to find my house, my only desire is to find his grave and put the name to the grave stone. To reach the 55-year-old nursing house, the rubble and bomb craters will travel more than 10 km. He thinks it will take at least three hours.

It says that Israel is drowned in Gaza and the cruel war, which has been refuge in the death of more than 46,000 Palestinians and thousands of Palestinians. is supposed to death under and under the rubble. Most of the dead are women and children.

In accordance with the terms of the ceasefire agreement, which entered into force between Israel and Hamas last Sunday seven days After the ceasefire – this week’s Saturday – the homes of the IDP Palestinians, the homes in the north of the deadly military siege in the northern Military siege, was allowed to return to Israeli soldiers without inspection.

However, after the second, this was temporarily suspected Exchange of prisoners Between Hamas and Israel. Israel said that Palestinians will not allow Palestinians to return to the north of Gaza until the issue of releasing Erbel Yehud.

Meanwhile, those who move to the south of Gaza are still waiting for news.

In November 2023, Israel’s land troops were divided into two parts of Gaza when the land of land bombings were surrounded by the surrounded lane. This military unit, known as the Netzarim corridor, sheds the city of Gaza and Southern Yunis and Rafah to the northern Gaza, Bayt Hanun and Bayt Lahiya, from the east to west.

Cut it completely

No one has been back to the north since the occupation of the earth. The United Nations is expected to be in Northern Gaza province, from 65,000 and 75,000 to the United Nestinian Refugee Agency, which is less than 65,000 and 75,000. This is less than 20 percent of the war.

People will be allowed to go back to foot with Al-Rashid Street, the western city of Gaza, Gaza, which connects Gaza to the north. However, the passage of vehicles was the subject of dispute. According to the United States Axios website, Hamas refused to agree to the placement of Israeli checkpoints along the southern Netzarim corridor in the southern city of Gaza.

The report said that the compromise was the operation of US private security contractors to “control, manage, manage and protect” the car’s checkpoint with the support of American, Egypt and Qatar brokers as part of the ceasefire agreement. along the main Salah Al-Din Street.

The survivors of Israel, which have been built by an uninterrupted bombing, which put 90 percent of the population of Gaza to an IDP and destroying more than 80 percent of buildings, is not ready to surrender.

He remembers the fateful Sunday, which was called to him in the late October 2023, yesterday.

“My husband and I was forced to leave our house in the first weeks of the war,” he said, “he said. “We took the great grandson with ourselves, but my three daughters and their husbands were left.”

On October 27, communication was completely cut for more than 36 hours.

“I did not know that the Merem was martyred, until my great daughter calls me as a renewal.”

Maram was 35 years old. His four-month-old daughter was first killed in the late October as a result of the same Israeli air strike in Gaza.

“My only tent I want is to build my house on the wrecks of my house”

The story of the construction is like the story of thousands of women who live their children, their children, husbands, their fathers and brothers while taking care of survivors.

Olfat Abdrabbohun, 25 years old, had three children. Now I have only two: a daughter, 6-year-old apple and 18-month-old baby Muhammad.

“The four-year-old Salah died in my arms in Daw Magnad, who was displaced a year ago,” said Olfat al Jazeera. When Israel was raided from the air on October 27, 2023, Olphan’s father took him to Friday prayers. “My father lost his feet,” he says.

He took his son home from the Hospital of Al-Aqsa Martyrs, but his internal bleed was and the next day.

Olfat’s husband was first stayed at the northern Gaza in the northern Jubaline, so he decided to send him back with his uncle’s corpse to bury him near his homes. Now, finally, he can go there and plan to travel on Sunday.

“I have not seen my own child’s grave.” “My heart is divided into two: one-half of my children and the other half of my house and the other half of the other people are two children deprived of their father.

Olfat says: “The only thing I want is to build my tent on the wreckage of my house and reunite my family.”

“Torture of living in the tent”

Although everyone died of the dead child or relieves his husbands due to distances, women like abushanab feel trapped and worried.

Two 28-year-old girls mother, 5-year-old Salma and 10-year-old Sara, in late October, in late October, in the late October, the northwest of Gaza, Nuseyrata, and from there in the center of Gaza, and from there in the center of Gaza. , He is the place where he is in a friend’s apartment with other refugees. His floor has sparse furnished bedrooms with just mattresses – one for women and children and children.

“I share a small room with two other women and two of my daughters and two of my daughters and two of my daughters. My husband is in a separate room. For more than one year, we have been close to each other, but far from each other; We cannot sit together and eat. “

He still heard that his house in the north was fired by the Israeli tank, and he says he was counting up to the destroyed houses of his young family and again until he lived again as a normal family.

The features on the face of Hayam Khalaf reflect the trauma of many IDPs.

Four children – 12-year-old Ahmed, 8-year-old Dima, 6-year-old Saad and the youngest 5-year-old Hayam, seven times older than 33-year-old Gaza, Rafah, Nuseyrata and finally were forced to relocate. Now the tent in Deir al-Balah – since the beginning of the war in October 2023.

His aging face is proof of concern to fight to live dangerously in temporary tents a year, fighting elements and feed their family.

I am able to return to the house of parents in the south of Gaza in the southern city, says: “I cannot describe the tent of the tent full of sand, insects and diseases.” The mother of cancer could get emergency medical care in Egypt, they could evacuate early.

“If necessary, I will sleep on the cold, hard tiles and remind me of this damned tent,” he said.

“I will bury my son with my own hands”

The wounds of this war will never be removed, regardless of the 62-year-old mother of eight-year-olds, known as UM Muhammad.

Um Mohammed, who was originally from the Jubal refugee camp, and his seven daughters and his seven daughters were moved al-al-disgrace in October 2023. His sole-son, 25-year-old Muhammad chose to stay in Jubric.

“He came to see us in the temporary ceasefire between November 24, 2023, but despite the warnings that he risked his life, he insisted on the north,” said Um Mohammed al-Jazeera.

He now believes that his son died, and so far he was waiting for the Heart of Al-Aqsa Martyrs in the Hope that the funeral will be returned.

“A few days after he went, his friend, his friend, who returned from the checkpoint, told me that Muhammad and four more young people were shot in the checkpoint and his body was left on the road.

Since then, it has been a full year, Um Mohammed says – a year for a year to find out what is left. He is convinced that he can recognize him if he finds his body.

“I will find it,” he says. “At the beginning of the war, part of his leg was amputated. I will go to the same way; I will find it and bury it with my own hands.

“It means to get back to northern Gaza for me only to find the body of Muhammad.”

This article was published in cooperation with EGAB